Oh, Lord, thank you for life again. It's been a while since  I've been here. It's grey and cloudy outside to the max and to the min we begin life in earnest to survive to the best of our ability day in and day out until the end of our days and the beginning of the next. Life is funny life is challenging around and around we go 'til the end of our days and on and on and Steven Bishop and thank you for putting us here with life in our souls and love that flows out until it gets chocked of by one another stifling who we who we want to be putting before a vision of falsehood on what someone things the way the universe should be when in fact the universe is however it wants to be and it is not for us to judge that to judge the way it is.  It just is and we will find the greatest peace and happiness in seeking and finding just how the universe is. It is not an acquiescence, it is a realization of reality and we can change and guide our paths and the paths of life around us and it is a challenge to realize what rides on top of the universe that we can change and guide and to realize what is fundamental in the universe that is its nature that is its way to be. And I go on and digress and follow a guided path instead of letting it flow and be and come from my head and my mind and pain and office and windows and toes and computers and flames before me and wonderment and joy in all that is and in gratitude for being created with a soul of love as we are all so created in love and in hate and in abeyance and in wonderment and beauty and in love and peace and solitary and in crowded and in being bewitched and in knowledge and love an caressing and sex yes sex and closeness and oneness and beer yetch and in wine and rum and slowness and speed and wonderment and computers and phones and flames and all the way to the bank and all the way to the gutter and snipes scouts and love and peace and lamps and books and knowledge and sharing who we are. Thank you all for being in the fabric of my life it is juicy it is wonderful and I am glad to be here. It is all a circle and there are squares with disjoint paths and there are smooth lines that carry us through change we don't even see. Thank you Lord for the peace of the love in my soul and my we connect our love and create great realms of beauty and clarinets and Ken and peace and Steph Heather Amanda Gene Ken and all the rest Joe, Matt, Ron and Sue and the guys in the back and the whole band a place to express for my soul to let it soar and be go and come and stay and fly ever higher into the peace and joy and love you wish for us to have. Amen lord and the end is coming and not here yet and I cheated but that is okay. All life is okay. For me the only sin is hurting others and all else is okay. There is no way there is should to be. Amen. (586)