Thank you Lord for Jesus and life and love and being and bees and being with Mary and being in the world, this universe. It is as it is and the more I can see that the happier I will be. That doesn't mean I should not take actions. Of course I can take action for however I see fit. To believe in something that is not possible it futile. But, there's a quandary, there of some things can only be accomplished if, well, this is a bit convoluted, well, maybe not. There is uncertainty in what is possible and what is not. If I shy away from somethings that seem impossible, then I most certainly will be shying away from somethings that are possible. There are somethings that cannot be accomplished unless I have the drive or the will of being highly emotionally staked in the outcome have that motivation to make it happen. The result will be that I will succeed in somethings and fail in other and the failure in the others result in the suffering I am trying to avoid.