Thank you Lord for another beautiful day or should I say I am thankful for another beautiful day or should I say I am lucky, fortunate for another beautiful day or should I say am I glad to have another beautiful day. There is joy to be had it is within me but buried among anxieties of the day anxieties of a life time. It all ebbs and flows and brings wonder and sadness and joy and fear. Thank you or I am glad for the opportunities that coming into existence has brought me. My thoughts need to turn to my inner self where all my joy and happiness and pleasure and ecstasies arise. I know not how I came to be what is the origin of my existence from the beginning of time. And I do not need the anxiety or I should say the anxiety of knowing that causes me suffering. My purpose can only be to alleviate suffering. Suffering is undesirable. It brings pain to the soul. I one point and to an extent it is still within me some that life is something is to be gotten through and nothing more. Get through it, that is the goal. Amen.