Another day.  Bright sun outside coming up.  Cold and crisp this morning.  Looks like a bright sunny day coming. It will be slightly warmer maybe brushing 40 degrees.  Mom goes to the GYN today.  The last new doctor visit. Then, the big heart procedure tomorrow. I can't say it's bad or can I, I can't say it's good. But there's a little bit of me that says life would be easier if mom passes away. I know her life is hard and she's not getting much out of it. We were on a path, now the cough has stifled it. We seem to always get to a good cusp.  We weren't quite there because she has still be adjusting to the new place and she seemed to be getting there until the cough hit.  Oh, well, c'est la vie. We keep going the best we can with hand of card we're dealt and the path on which we are placed.  It's not about the destination, it's not about the journey, it's not about the path, it's about how we engage with our situation in the universe. Amen. Thank you Lord for my situation.  Thank you for the gift of life and the opportunity to experience the emotions and feelings that make up the experience of life (yes, kinda circular).  I'd say really that the definition of experience is really the emotions that we feel.  Thank you Lord for the experience of life, the gift of love that brings the most satisfying experiences and for Mary in my life to share it all and for Jeremiah to see him have life experiences too and for mom who gave me the opportunity for life experiences and family and friends and all of humanity with whom I share experiences and with whom we shape one another's experiences.  Amen to life and our creation. Amen. Thank you Lord for the blessed sun and moon and stars from which we came and to which we will go and in which we are now bathed in life giving energy and given the cycle of the seasons which enrich our lives in anticipation and memories.  Thank you Lord for all we are and for all that we will be and all that we have been.  We are one family, one being from the dawn of our existence and we will never be separated and will continue, one humanity living for one another to enrich our experiences and be there for the happiness of one another.  Thank you Lord for all this and for our existence. Amen.  That sounds like a good prayer.  Thank you Jesus.  Amen, Amen, Amen.  For we walk together and talk together and balk together and stalk together and caulk together. (458)