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Another day in life, missed a few days of writing and meditating. When life gets stressful, it's hard to do the things that help ease the stress.  Ah, c'est la vie. Just keep moving on. Look for tattoos. Decide permanent or is semi-permanent really so.  We'll figure out. I want to make my world around me feel better for me regardless of anyone else. Get away from it being about the image I present to others. Damn them and just make my universe more harmonious with me. Amen. And it keeps on going the beat, the beat, the beat. It's white outside. I can hardly wait to get through February. I will do my long run today. 7 miles. Do it nice and easy to make sure I get through and do it with nutrition and water plan. We'll make it. I will do my water belt and carry a bottle for the 6 some-odd miles. It won't be the longest six. 6.13. When I get past 12, it will grow on the second lap. The full second lap is 6.43 miles or so. If I could do that in an hour that would be great. That's a 9:20 mile. I won't get there. But, that is okay.  Have some deficit in water is okay and I could set up to take extra at the laps.  It'll work. The challenge will be getting accustomed to carrying a bottle. Or using the camelback. We'll see. I have a subjective feeling against the camelback, but I don't think there should be.  We'll see. On life goes on. Time goes on. All is relative. So if distances are relative, that seems concrete. Well maybe not. Speed and acceleration I can see are relative. But, is length relative. I don't know. Let my mind flow and go and stretch and shrink and just be. We all have beliefs that are just as legitimate, no more, no less than anyone else's. We grow with our own worlds and experiences and perceptions around us. It is beautiful and lovely we all have our own stories and visions and experiences and feelings and love and hate and prejudice and compassions. Thank you Lord for all you have given us, life, love, experience, family, friends compassion, kindness, beauty and just being. Amen and thank you for all. It's a hoot and a holler, it's a bean and sprout. Don't stop now. Go to the end of the bell. When the bell is done, the bell is done. (420)