Thank you Lord for a new beautiful day with the Sun rising big and bright as I'm up much later because I stayed up so late. Amen. I'm taking days and time and things more as I want to as I go and less as I should to hold up an ideal plan. I've been loose with exercise, looser than I really want and will get back into it, but letting go of clarinet and maybe just loosening it is helping. And letting go some on my diet. It all goes some with making myself less judgmental or guilty in coping with my grief. Now that the anniversary is passing things will get better until next year. Then hopefully next year won't be as hard as this year. Thank you for peace and love and liberty and happiness. Thank you for our goals and goals and love and life and liberty and all that goes with it and may we help to find happiness for others so we can all lift one another up. Thank you Lord for life and all that is and the joy and happiness and ecstasy that comes with it. May I change and evolve my mind to be more outward valuing of the needs of all of us together. We are one part of the same beautiful family. It is wonderful and delightful and sanguine, really, I'l have to see what that means. It feels like it goes there but I don't really know. So many words I don't know and read and feel but can say really what they mean. It is such diversity and beauty and may we all bind together for the benefit of Mr. Kite and all of us together. Yes, we are one and we are beautiful.  I am me and I am beautiful. I am diverse and  different from anyone else. Amen.