Friday, July 31, 2020

Good morning Lord. May we have another beautiful day and may we be okay with the rain to day at food distribution. Thank you for life and love and one another and may we see the beauty in one another and realize the wonder of all our lives together in a single universe each of us manifesting it in our own rich and wonderful way. Thank you for the chances to express ourselves and may we express ourselves in ways the enrich one another and the experience of life that you mean for us to have in living lives of love and experiencing the joys and the ecstasies that come from loving one another. Thank you for life and love and Mary and Jeremiah and all my family and friends of blood and of spirit. Thank you for juice and oranges and blood and piƱa coladas and coconuts and the lime in the trees and the bees and waxes and the moons and the bloods of wolves and chickens and the Caribbean and all the sunshine and beaches and clear water and Aruba and gambling and $2 tables and the love life and experiencing with Mary together for one another without which we would be alone and self-sustaining. Thank you for the burdens we lift from one another in our lives together and know we are loved and valid and valuable for one another. Thank you for the rich life you have give me in all my trials and tribulations and all the joys and ecstasies. Thank you for the pleasures and the love and the chance to manifest the entirety of the universe in my own place and time in every moment and every point. May we all see the beauty of our manifestations of one another. Amen.

Thursday, July 30, 2020

We are all part of the one same beautiful family in our hearts and in our minds and in our spirits of passions and joy and loves and cums and cusses and curts and cunts and cocks and colleges and conks and killers and clams and classic comedies and cause we are all the same and part of one another and all beautiful in our differences and diversities and may we spit and swim and enjoy one another's companies and fluids and dynamics and relish and joy and see the wonderfulness in one another and see the joy in having one another. Thank you Lord for the gifts of having one another and may we find the ecstasies and happiness and joys in loving one another. May we lift one another up to the potential of experiencing being as you wish for us as the reason you created us. May we live and love and die and cry and be in experience of all those things and the emotions you bestowed upon us in our creation. Thank you for creating us and for all of creation and may we live the lives of being and find joy and fulfillment in being our individual selves and in sharing the love that comes from the heart of our souls that you put there for us to express in our spirits with one another and may we lift each other from being hidden by the veils we created to hide and suppress the pains that comes from those who hurt us and refuse us love. May we all freely give love to enable us all to lift our own veils and may we find happiness there and contentment with the universe that you wish for us to experience. Thank you for the joys and ecstasies and happiness and well-being. Amen.

Wednesday, July 29, 2020

Thank you Lord for another beautiful day with a good bike ride and the pain and suffering from doing a core workout yesterday for the first time in a long long time. Thank you for joy and pain and happiness and suffering and may we live together as one for the well-being and happiness of one another in the universe and all universes wherever they may be in our hearts and in our souls in our minds and in our bodies may we find solace together from our sufferings in in our joys from our happiness and love. May we raise one another up and cherish one another as beings in common together in our existence to find love and happiness for one another and may we relish the ecstasies and joys that come from love and the even greater ecstasies and joys that come from desiring and striving for the happiness and well-being of one another. Thank you Lord for our existence and the love with which you created us in our souls and hearts and may we see through the coping and the hurts and the pains the love within us and may our spirits soar  and may we be able to release the love and share it and grow in it and grow together and closer to see the wonderfulness in everyone and see the richness in all our existences all our manifestations of the universe in the existence of each of our lives and know we are all valuable in adding to the beauty of the universe in our multitude of unique ways of being and unique ways of seeing the universe. Thank you Lord for the opportunity and may we raise the joys and loves and ecstasies of everyone. Amen.

Tuesday, July 28, 2020

Thank you Lord for another beautiful day, another day with Mary.  May it be fulfilling and enjoyable and may I make the most of it in my words and in my deeds and my I be frank and George and Ringo and Star and all the it beautiful in the universe at once in a single instance of time in a single point in space and may I curl and burl and whirl and hurl all my soul into the universe and give up my autonomy and be myself and be wonderful in manifestation of all that is and share that manifestation with one another and relish in our diversity and find peace in solace in knowing we are all of the same one beautiful family and know we are the source of peace and love and happiness for one another and that our actions determine the fate of one another and in determining the fate of others we determine the fate for ourselves. Thank you Lord for all that is and may we in our being of your creation find peace and love in the hearts and souls of others and may our hearts and soul reach out to touch others and bring them peace and love. We are all in this together and only together can we find and share the happiness and love you bestowed in our hearts in our creation. Thank you for the gifts of love and happiness and the ecstasy and joy we may find in them. Thank you for peace and may we love one another until the end of our days for all eternity from the beginning of time on the planet. Thank you for shoes to walk on the earth and may we find the wherewithal to make and give shoes to everyone so we all may walk together. Amen.

Monday, July 27, 2020

Thank you Lord for another beautiful day and a good short run this morning. Thank you for Mary in my life and all the life gives me the experiences the love the joys. The hate comes and the hate goes hopefully the love endures with Jeremiah, Sadie, Della, Pancho, Rosemary, Ella, Raelynn, John, Poe, Serapio, Monica, Shelly, Alice, Eddie, Richard, Charlie all their kids. Thank you for family, thank you for life and love and being and may we share in the richness of the experiences of love, share the passions, the joys, the ecstasies, thank you Lord for it all and may we love one another and be kind and compassionate and wish for the well-being of one another of everyone. Thank you for cheese and crackers and Chuckies of all kinds and love and beans and not BB's, but kindness in our hearts for one another and may we have toes that wield our desires and shoot our kindness and bleed our compassion and may we have stalks of corn and bees and honey and luscious tits and tats and tots and taters and mashed potatoes with gravy and corn and bread and succulent butter with garlic on our tongues and blows and jobs and sucks and cocks and tits and cunts and lusciousness in sharing our bodies and taking pleasure in pleasure and be care and free and let nothing bind us leaving us free to love one another and value one another and know each of us is beautiful in our existences and perspectives and how see the universe and manifest it and interpret it. Thank you for joy and love and beans and bombs of love and bombs of chocolate and bombs of sweetness for all the joy and love within in us. Amen.

Friday, July 24, 2020

Thank you Lord for another beautiful day.  It looks gray outside and maybe we're getting rain and it's good for us though I hope it doesn't hamper and make miserable the food donations today. Thank you for joy and Mary and love and being and having one another in this universe and our diverse perspectives to create richness in our values and love in our hearts. May we sustain the love you with which you created us and may we see it in our own hearts in our own souls and may we project it through our spirits to one another spreading the joys and happiness of love. May we see the well-being that springs forth from valuing one another and desiring the well-being of all. You well-being springs forth my well-being. Your love springs forth my love. May we desire the well-being and happiness of everyone and may we see the love in the universe and know the universe is and to change it is to bring suffering to try to change it that is is to bring about suffering of ourselves. It is a challenge to know what changing the universe is and what changing we can do. The universe is the fundamental aspects of it but the state of the universe is what we can control. The universe is the fundamental properties the way of its being the rules so to speak. But, we can change its state we can change our perception. That's something to pondering and have in my mind to percolate. Amen.

Wednesday, July 22, 2020

Thank you Lord for another day with Mary and the world and the universe at our beck and call for us to live as we see fit and may we see what is fit is to live for the well-being of one another which brings us all joy and happiness together. Thank you Lord for one another and may we all live in one another and jump up and down and jump all around and bees and waxes and wanes and moons and banes and wolves and comets and Ethel and Fred and Lucy and Ricky and all the gang our gang and bang sang and wang chung and be and see and delight in one another and recognize are selves in everyone we encounter and touches us and whom we touch to our toes to our heads and our hokey pokies and in love and in hate and in charm and city and Baltimore and may we find peace and may we move to mutual love of everyone and may we take on that path that is long an arduous and many generations down the road. Thank you Lord for love and may I express love in my life in my actions and behaviors to make people feel loved and validated and valuable and belonging and may we all see our paths as being together of the same family with beauty in our differences in the ways we express our existences in the universe, the same universe but different experiences of the universe. May we see beauty in one another and know that beauty and rejoice in one another's beauty. May be climb up and fall down and restore remain creatures of love and being and may we embrace one another 'til the end of our days. Amen.

Tuesday, July 21, 2020

Thank you Lord for a new day and may these hot days pass for being able to work out everyday. Thank you for Love and scissors and hands and Depp and Edwards and joy and love and passion with one another and may we all be together in spirit and mind and body in everyone point and time in space and may we love and see the joys and well-being that comes from loving one another. Thank you for happiness and may we follow in the purpose of the paths you have set before us and may we see the wonder in one another and the wonder in loving one another and may we have bees and trees and flowers and pollen and joys and jumps and jump boots and boot camps no not boot camps oh, may be camps my words in my head said boot camp but the picture was prison camps like Hogan's Hero's but feelings like internment camps like Takei's post on Facebook. Thank you Lord for one another and may we learn from one another and may we take joy in one another and realize that every existence is beautiful, a unique manifestation of the universe we all share and know that we all experience it differently and in essence the universe we each experience is different from everyone elses'. Yes, there's a real absolute universe underneath it all, but no one can really know what it is because we see it from different perspectives that can never be complete and never have the same meaning and relevance. Thank you Lord for our beauty. Amen.

Friday, July 17, 2020

Thank you Lord for another beautiful day, another day with Mary and a chance to help others and may I  get the work done I want to for this sprint. May the new job be fulfilling and may it be fun and enjoyable and may I accomplish what I want on my current job. HST, DSS, JWST, RST. Thank you Lord for all the fulfilling opportunities over my life and what I feel like is a life well lived. I could've done better in a lot of things including raising my son, but he's a good kid and I hope he will be able to have a path of happiness. Thank you for Mary in my life and may we all, I don't like going there. Nevermind. Thank you Lord for space and colonies?????? and superficial pleasures to sustain us and may we find fulfilling deep happiness along the way. The happiness that spreads from one to another to realize where we are and what matters and really doesn't matter which is loving and sustaining one another and raising one another up. Thank you Lord for peace and happiness and joy and passion and ecstasies with one another. May we see the light in ourselves so we may be able to see the light in others. Compassion trumps morality, Love trumps righteousness. Without judgment there is no hatred. Thank you for peace and joy and may we find it in the arms of one another. Amen.

Tuesday, July 14, 2020

Thank you Lord for another beautiful day. May I ask Erica about AWS deployment and applications. May I have a joyous day and another beautiful day with Mary after nearly 40 years together. Thank you for the blessing with her to share our lives together. Thank you for Jeremiah, I, we, no I could've done better in raising him to become a happier person. He seems to have happiness with Sadie and that is good. May they be blessed in the their sharing their lives together and continue to have happiness and love that grows each day. Thank you for beautiful days and exercise and may I continue to exercise to keep myself fit. Thank you for the joys and beautiful life and living and sharing existence with others and may we raise one another up in happiness and joy and see everyone's well-being raises everyone else's well-being. If you have well-being, then I will have greater well-being. Amen and thank you for the joys and may I continue to find joy and happiness and ecstasy and passions in my feelings and emotions and experiences and may Mary and I share our pleasures in cock and cunt and be close in love and sex and being with one another. Thank you Lord for the blessings I have with my life with Mary. Amen and may everyone find joy in their relationships as befits who they are. Thank you for love and passion and sex and cunts and cocks and pleasure in physical sharing and love and beetles and bees and bonnets and sunny afternoons lazing the days away and finding charge and credit and balloons. Amen.

Sunday, July 12, 2020

Thank you Lord for another beautiful day with a wonderful bike ride. Thank you for another day with Mary and all my family in spirit and all my friends in spirit. May we love one another and bring peace into one another's hearts. Thank you for love and life and being and may we switch ourselves in love and hate and spring forth the passions and joys you wish for us under the blue sky in the green trees. May the trees sway back and forth igniting our passions and giving us joys in the dirt and in the bark and in love on the ground sweating in the dirt and loving and fucking with cocks and cunts and passions and orgasm after orgasm to share ultimate feelings of pleasure with one another in our oneness sliding and out of one another and may we grow closer and more in value to one another and we see the value in having one another and may we take joy and pleasure in appreciating one another and may we understand the value of all people and understand we are all one together and each one is part of the whole is the whole and together we are one another and together we are the whole and become less when we value anyone less than anyone else and that brings down the value of the whole and takes away the richness of our being and devalues the whole and brings down the universe and lessens the experience of being a live and the experience of life that you gave us. Thank you for that life and may we enrich one another's life to bring you purpose to ultimate fruition. Our purpose in life is to bring your purpose to one another. May the purpose with which you created me blossom into my purpose in being. Amen.

Saturday, July 11, 2020

Thank you Lord for another day late getting to my words but that is okay I got in a good run and went grocery shopping and spent time with Mary. Thank you for all that I am and all that everyone is around me in my universe we are all guardians of our own universes looking out for our own well-being and may we see that our own well-being is interconnected with the well-being of everyone around us, everyone we encounter, everyone we impact and everyone who impacts us. Thank you Lord for all that I am and how you made me and blessed me to have Mary a part of me a part of my life. Thank you for the joys and the sinuses and the colds and the winds and the blues and the air and the suffering and the healing and the joys and jumping up and down and falling downstairs and getting back up again. May we see the joy in one another and know that your joys are my joys and know that together we can bring happiness to everyone and not just our enemies but our friends and family and everyone we impact and who impacts us. That is what our external universes consist of, solely how we impact others. And, our internal universe is how we feel about ourselves and existence is nothing more and nothing less than that. Thank you Lord for joys and jumping and falling and rising and being and joys and sorrows and having one another with which to share experiencing the universe. May we find a path that brings all to see we are all part of the one, same beautiful family. Thank you for the wind and trees and the bees and honey and nectar in us all and may we see the sweetness in life that tempers the sour and may we bring sweetness to one another in love and belonging and in validation. Amen.

Friday, July 10, 2020

Thank you  Lord for another beautiful day and may I make the most of it my meditation I have taken up again has helped my sleep and help my self-feeling through out the day. Thank you for your love and the love in our hearts. May everyone be able to find that love within them and realize it brings the great joy and ecstasy and passions we can experience. Thank you for created to share the experience of those feelings. Thank you for joy and thank you for Mary and thank you for Jeremiah and thank you for mom and thank you for dad as the anniversary of his passing approaches and thank you for the experience of life and living and being in this universe and thank you for all that is and experiencing the whole universe in every moment and every place and thank you for all that is. Amen Amen Amen and as I now go into real stream of consciousness and be in my belly and my thighs and my groin and in my penis and in Mary's vagina as we experience love with one another and sharing passion with one another and may we continue to live in love desiring and wishing and supporting one another's happiness and well-being. Thank you Lord for all that is for our love and being together as one. Thank you Jesus for your words and the Word of Love that is the ultimate experience and the reason you created us. Amen for joys and trees and green and swaying boughs and the coming of the storm and our weathering of the storm and may we encounter the consequences of our own actions and those things out of our control with magnanimity and confidence we can handle and get through it as you created us. Amen.

Thursday, July 9, 2020

Thank you Lord for another beautiful day and being able to run and exercise. Thank you for life love and the opportunity to experience life. Thank you for the joys and the sorrows and for one another. Thank you for the passions and ecstasies and joys and happiness the comes from loving others. May always have love in my heart in my soul so I may experience all you wish for me to experience through your creation of me. Thank you for balls and bouncing and pussies and pounding and love with Mary and all my excitements and her excitements and may we have balls and berries and strawberries and shakes and commons and Linwood's this weekend or next. Thank you for the blessings and privilege we have to stay safe in our home. May I find a path that leads me to help remove the oppression that keeps others from the privileges I have. Thank you for joys and sorrows. Thank you for Jeremiah and Sadie and mom and dad and Poe and Della and John and Alice and Eddie and Richard and Charlie and Rosa and Serapio and Grandma all my cousins. Thank you for the joys of life and may I continue to recognize them and be grateful for the happiness they enable within me. Thank you for sex and passions and ecstasies and having someone to share them with. Mary is my blessing and reward, reward for what I do not know but it came with your creation of me. Thank you for my life and life and with Mary and Jeremiah and life with Jeremiah and mom and dad and life with mom and dad. Thank you Lord for all that is for my entire existence. Amen.

Wednesday, July 8, 2020

Thank you Lord for another beautiful day for me to experience and find joy in and for a good bike ride this morning and the blessings of being able to exercise every day and keep myself physically fit and strong. Amen. Thank for birds and bees and augers and answers cunts and cocks and dildos and diaphragms and egos and eggs and fun and fur and goo and goolash and all wonderful things and birds and bees and centrics and skies blue with gold and gold with blue in the air and sea and land and everywhere we are until the end of time nurturing one another in happiness and haughtiness and spanking and splunk spunking and spelling and spelunking and caves and bats and wounds and warriors and washing and women and warlocks and fun and fancy free feelings in the out and in in the in and out and milk big ceramic cocks the orange and clocks and spanks and spunks and joys in life and experiencing one another and flying free and high and diving and bombing and sailing and soaring and being within and without and spirits and souls and hunger and wanton lusting and being with and for one another and raising one another up and pitting ourselves against each other and finding hate and wanting love and being in love and in anguish and hoping and wishing for peace and contentment and joy and wanderings and lust and love and lushiness???? and all we are and will be and can ever be in this single moment of eternity with all the depth of the universe in a single point in space and time and living and loving and enjoying it all and finding passion and ecstasy in it and being in joy and in love and in passion. Amen

Tuesday, July 7, 2020

Thank you Lord for another beautiful day and may I find joy in new experiences and in love and in Mary and in joy and may I forever be grateful for the opportunity to live and experience life and learn to love and may I be firm and joyful and in being with love and all I encounter and may we all find ways and paths to include one another as family. Thank for joy and happiness and peace and may I encounter and nurture these things and find joy in them and love and peace and hopping and fucking with Mary and joy and cunt and cocks and loves and lives and leaves and lillies and jumping and jacking and jawing and jumping into pools of pudding and putzes and pusses and pussies and cats and cunts and cocks and cockles and shells and shoeing and being and shooing and shouting and shooting and shushing and Atkinson and Cleese and all the joys of the world and may we jump into one another's arms and find peace and contentment and comfort and joy and raise one another up to find the passions of love and joys of love and being one with one another in find these things knowing it is through one another that we may find the greatest joys and ecstasies and thank for that opportunity and may I see the wonder in everyone I meet in the diversities and differences. Those like me are for comfort and support and those different are for expansion and growth and finding new wonders and ways being and ways of seeing. Thank you Lord for all that I am and all that everyone is. Thank you for that and thank for this and Thing 1 and Thing 2. Amen.