Today is another day.  It's been a few days since last writing. Busy times and going to bed too late. However, all is fine and good. Mom is better but still not good. Maybe allergies? Need to get humidifier. Lookup best placement for a humidifier. Then life will go on and on and on has it has, though life had a beginning on this planet there was a time before which there was not life on this planet when it was just molecules and atoms and electrons just floating around in space and it all coalesced into this rocky planet and our solar system. So will life on this planet end and all life originating here end. Who knows. I think it is a long time before that will happen unless something catastrophic happens from without or from within. I don't think man has the ability to completely wipe out life on this planet. We might be able to destroy much of it, but we could not get all of it. And I see no reason why it could not rise again.  If it arose once, it can rise again. We have different types of life. I'm aware of 2, everything on the surface and much in the ocean and then the stuff around hot vents. I don't know if that stuff is really separate or not but it doesn't get it's energy in the same way as everything else does. All the life in the deep ocean away from the sun, does it ultimately get its energy from the sun and I mean all the stuff that is related to stuff on the surface. Vertebrates come to mind but there are lots of other things too. Maybe I'll remember to look it up. Testimony testimony. Yeah, I'm thinking more about the structure. It's who I am and I want to do it and have faith in the people that really know me and the people who have interest and will not judge. Maybe it'll create an opportunity for dialog I want, maybe not. But, that's okay. It'll be interesting to see what happens. I am witness to my own spirituality to what I perceive. Witness testimony sounds compelling but is it the right thing. Maybe I'm looking for being provocative, maybe and that's okay. Whatever the path is that I choose, it will be okay. If lots of people walk away, that's okay. If some stay that's okay too. If some are indifferent, it hardly matters. And, that's okay. It is all good and Hallelujah Jesus Christ. Not Paul. I don't care for Paul. I don't think he says anything new and significant. (444)